Self-Hypnosis

The fire in his eyes
That burning desire of the Will to thrive
Expressing his greatest human potential
Dies, absorbed in artificial light
Absorbed in images detrimental
To his energy
I see a shell of what he used to be
I see a zombie
He talks only of what he sees on TV
His thoughts are not his own
He does not own himself
Dark Energies have taken over
Everything he thinks, says, and does is predictable
Predictive Programming
His eyes are glassy
Hypnotized by flickering light
He is dead inside
Dead inside

No Distractions, Only Peace

Since I have embarked on my inner journey, eliminating distractions has become necessary. There is no longer a need for me to watch the television, listen to the radio, or give my attention to any other diversions in the media. None of these external mechanisms have ever brought me peace. They have only served to perpetuate fear, violence, sex, and greed. I have never felt spiritually uplifted after engaging with these media sources. To the contrary, my energy was drained in interactions that were ultimately meaningless. When I gave my energy to television or mainstream music, although I may have been entertained temporarily, I was still left empty inside, as if I had wasted valuable time. To counteract these psychological attacks, I simply refused to give the media anymore of my energy. I realized that what you give your energy to expands, and by giving my energy to the media, I allowed their images and messages to expand into my reality. Once I let go of these external forms of entertainment, they disappeared from my existence.
I am now able to sit in silence and navigate the oceans of my Inner Self. There I find peace, and the calmness overcomes my being. I feel connected to all things in my environment, and I feel that we are all One. In this altered state of consciousness, there is no division based on race, gender, religion, political affiliation, or sexual orientation. I can see the humanity in every person, and I can also see the Spirit that permeates through their physical bodies. There is no need for judgment because we are all One Consciousness moving in the same direction, evolving to greater heights. We are aspects of one another, interconnected through Spirit, but manifesting our own independent realities. Our individual efforts towards creating lives of meaning will assist in elevating Collective Consciousness from the lower realm of fear, tension, and chaos to one of harmony and positive energy.

True Self vs. Social Identity

As I became more conscious of my existence, I became more aware of the underlying pain that was rising to the surface. The intensity of the feeling was almost too much to bear. I persisted in my efforts, but sometimes feeling your feelings is a difficult action to undertake. It requires spiritual fortitude and a willingness to endure the psychological storms of repressed emotions. The emotions are repressed to hide the True Self, and a Surrogate Self, or what some call a social identity, is substituted in its place. The Surrogate Self establishes the individual’s identity, an identity based on career, social status, educational background, salary, etc. These societal measures of success become the I AM for a human being. The I AM is triggered when one is asked the question, “What do you do (for a living)?” You then say, “I AM a doctor, lawyer, teacher, engineer, nurse, etc.” “What school did you go to?” “I went to Harvard, Yale, Duke, DePaul, UIC, etc.” The social mask of superficiality has been secured firmly over the face of authenticity. When operating in a social construct, it is not feasible for me to tell you that I am Spiritual Energy that is currently expressing itself as a human being. Although it feels right and feels like a more genuine answer, it does not fit within the construct of societal norms. It is the True Self masked behind a social identity. I prefer to peel off the layers to arrive at the essence of who you are.

All Paths Lead Back to the Self

I am on the journey back to myself, navigating my chosen path with a knowing that it will lead me to where I intended to go. I cannot see the end of the path, or my ultimate destination, but I trust in the spiritual energy that sustains and animates my existence. It has never guided me wrong because it has knowledge beyond the material realm and can see the broader scope of my travels. My energetic essence, my spirit, cannot lead me astray because it exists in a realm beyond duality, beyond the concepts of right and wrong. Thus, there are no right or wrong paths because every path leads back to the Self. It would be futile for one to criticize the path of another when they both share a common fate, which is continual evolution on a personal and spiritual level. It is a persistent fate because one is constantly becoming himself or herself with every passing moment. There is an innate desire for the human being to express a greater aspect of the Self, especially when one becomes aware of the power to create a meaningful existence, a reality of purpose. Thus, one will look for a path that is consistent with the stirrings of the Soul. Even if there are occasional regressions towards paths that are not the ultimate expression of an individual’s inner truth, it will still be an important path to take as one awakens to the conditions of his or her reality. The individual will then make the necessary changes by choosing a different path, a path that is a manifestation of one’s progression as a human being. This continual state of becoming, of making choices and walking higher paths, ensures that a person is able to creatively display greater realities while simultaneously aligning with the True Self.

Secondary Life

They walk upon the Earth
Self-executed since birth
Because they manifested into a system
That thrives on perpetuating the victim
Mentality, programmed into the young minds
Reality, found through school training and television
Visuals, psychologically modifying behaviors
Residual, robotic sentient beings who are highly suggestible
Compartmentalization of the mind is sensible
To an elite intelligence
Who fears a mass awakening
Secrecy is their preference
Illusion, pseudo-reality projected
Confusion, work, sleep, work, sleep
Cycle, 40-year sentence designed to
Stifle you, the human resource
From expressing your creative potential
Nostalgic memories breed remorse
The pain is existential
Stolen identity, because you wanted to belong
So ask yourself this, “What if your life was all wrong?”

Viral Infection

In silence
I channel spiritual guidance
Especially when there is no one to confide in
Quarantined from the world
I am a deadly virus
To societal structures
That perpetuate normalcy
Infecting minds with truth
To release inner divinity
I am not systemic
But I am pandemic
Reality is greater than material possessions
Used to enslave you from knowing destinies
Beyond the five senses
Multidimensional Awareness is your essence
The third dimension was not meant to be a life sentence
We expand our reality as consciousness evolves
Control systems perish when we access higher vibratory levels
Existing beyond the paradigm of limitation
And projected external idols
We creatively manifest internal images
Consistent with our desires and yearnings
Security becomes irrelevant when the soul is burning
Detonating supernova explosions of energetic expression
My virus is a psychological weapon
Aimed at the minds of humanity
Slaying your surrogate self
To summon immortal energy

In Retrospect

I grew up in a time when machines were prevalent
And souls were desolate
When everyone practiced telepathy
Because technology mimicked metaphysically

I grew up in a time when hell descended over my eyes
And I was aware but did not realize
That my creation was designed
For me to ascend the illusory world of my mind

I grew up in a time when everyone listened to electrical boxes
But never listened to knowledge that the Self concocted
When the world was a circus of distractions
And demons fed off the fear of emotional reactions

I grew up in a time when sexual promiscuity was practiced
And encouraged to prevent a revolution of the masses
When the Rebellious Ones strived
To break the psychological chains inside

I grew up in a time when everyone's religion was escapism
Through drugs, alcohol, and entertainment
But never to escape prison
When the most strategic weapons were silent
And the greatest war was internal violence

I grew up in a time when Mother Supernatural
Ignited the planet with her solar flares, tactical
For the purpose of detoxifying
Because inhuman beings raped her
And left her alone crying

I grew up in this time with you
Alienation plagued my pursuit
Towards enlightenment
Or maybe schizophrenia
Because I lost touch with this reality
Immune to mass hysteria